Hi all,
I have already posted about my recent seperation from my spouse on Nov.1st due to him betraying me. He left for someone younger and broke up our family. He is so cold and has yet to apologize and be honest. This hurt is immeasurable. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. The holidays don’t seem to help much either. Ever since he left, still having to face him to exchange our daughter he been tough. I am still remaining respectful due to our daughter.
This level of hurt makes me want to get out of character. I don’t understand how you can be so cold but walk around living like ypu did nothing wrong, still be a Deacon in our church, no accountability, no consequences. I am so mad about it all. I have been spending my time praying, journaling, reading, having fun with the kids, meditating. I guess time and prayer is really what I have to lean on as far as healing. This is just a venting moment but any advice, guidance or encouragement welcome.