I was married a year ago, in a small town Betnoti in a very big Marwari family. My life there just went hell and this happened just after few days of marriage. My mother in law is very much insecure with me and always curse me for every little thing i do . I started getting panic attack. And I was becoming very much depressed there. Everybody there started blaming me because they were told all wrong things about me which i have never done. In that everybody my husband who have taken promises to protect me and to be me with is also blaming me and protecting his mother who have done and said bad to me . He just doesn’t have any feeling for me , the person whom I have married just keeps disappointing me each and everytime whenever I needed him the most.I sometimes feel that I must just takeaway my life because I really feel alone although my parents support me but they are not ready for me divorcing this complicated relationship. So I just feel that I m stuck .