Hi everyone.
So recently my love (F) and me (M) discussed about my kink for anal sex. She said that she was open to try it but eventually she does not like having bigger objects in her anus because that feeling of fullness in her intestines are not very pleasant.
For me, on the other hand, anal sex was feeling like heaven mentally and physically when we tried it several times. She even experienced strong orgasms during this act that made me go crazy about it even more. But now she says that she feels being forced to do that and does not like it.
I completely understand and respect that, but I feel that I will not be able to live without that.
This kink is so close to fetish for me that sometimes I can only cum when fantasizing of being inside her butt.
Is there any way to overcome this kink? Can I somehow erase it from my brains? If not, then I will never be satisfied with my sex life.