So I really like my head to be pat, in sexual contexts, in non-sexual contexts and especially during aftercare. And I am kind of behaving really differently when pat (I lean against the hand and want to be scratched behind my ear etc, its a bit like regressing/having cat traits)
I am not sure if it's me being just generally submissive, if it's a kink (that's why i put the flair), if i am becoming a furry (don't think that's for me tho) or what else it could be.
And i have not talked to my partner about this because I am kind of scared of his reaction and bringing it up in a normal conversation would be really weird. He knows that I like it during aftercare and does it then and I have to try really hard not to let the different behaviour take over. But he is really accepting and caring so i don't think his reaction would be to break up or sth.
So what do you think it may be and how should I bring it up ? Thanks for the help