Hello so a backstory me and my girl have basically been with each other for about 2 years now long distance with me seeing her when she visits me or when i go back home, there has been 0 problems. It's the best relationship I've ever had in my life, our love is super solid and my relationship with her family is top tier…. I have never had any feelings for any other girls throughout our relationship and never planned to because i already was planning to get married soon.
Recently i had gone to church and met more new people and i met church girl… we had introduced ourselves and I was leaving not thinking much about her until she came to walk with me and we talked a bit more and after getting in my vehicle i realized i liked her.
Those next couple of days were super rough, I was doubting myself and my relationship with my girl and i felt super bad for even thinking that way for a girl and i got bad anxiety so i decided to end it with her. I didn't tell her what was actually going on because i dont want her to feel like shes not good enough because she is way better than enough. I mean I SEE HER IN MY FUTURE.
So a few days after the ending and alot of prayer, preachings about relationships and reading the bible church girls parents invited me to like a family get together and thats where me and church girl got to actually talk and know about eachother and now im thinking of actually taking her out to dinner to get to know her more and after that get together i gained more feelings for her than how i was a couple of weeks ago.
I still love the girl i was with but gained hard feelings for church girl and i feel like im to deep to get back with my girl and wonder for the rest if my life how different it could be. Im so confused with life and i know im going to have to bring it up soon to her that i caught feelings for someone else. 🙁
Has anyone been through something similar?
Im here for advice and harsh truths. Anything would be helpful:/ Also sorry this is my first reddit post if any more info is needed let me know