Kinda have to at this point. I pretty sure there’s actually something in my DNA that makes me like this. I’m fucked but there’s way more fucked up people in the world who have all types of relationships but I don’t. I’m not even joking when I say people have no problem talking to me casually and say I’m nice but as soon as they get to know me personally they bounce. It can be the first time or after a couple of months they slowly fade away.
I do not want advice I’ve literally done anything and everything you can think of. I’ve come to accept I’ll just be alone forever and I can’t be like a normal person.