Hi, I'm 17m, and for as long as I can remember, I've had a fetish for girls gaining weight. It's always been a shameless secret of mine, until recently. I let it slip in a text conversation with an online friend of mine who happens to be bigger. Now, I want to make sure it's clear that I was not into her because of her weight, but she took it really poorly and rightfully so. This is some gross stuff, and I'm realizing I can't continue to like it. What do I do?