I am a 14-year-old boy with adhd in middle school don't know how to make friends or have deeper friendships don't know how to be funny or anything, it makes me so sad. I try my best to be better at socializing but with the adhd medicine, it feels like it is so much harder. The only 3 friends I have are not that close. For privacy reasons the names are fake. 2 grils, Anna and Kate thay are in 8th grade, the one boy is Ostion in 6th grade has a gril friend for contex. Anna is the one that I have a crush on thay seam to get along better than I do. and thay talk about things from regular things to things that I don't know how to talk about with out her getting uncomfortable like talking about things that has sexilo things with me I don't know how to do anything from what it feels like and she is a 5 minutewalk away from my home whenI ask hay do you want to hangout she politely declined and say I have to so something to do and I jest whant to hangout with her. all of my freands are in the bus that we ride together. besides that in school it is like I am speaking a different language. Over there I don't know what I am doing wrong
I really want help from you kind people of Reddit