I can talk to women like people, like regular conversations. I can never escalate from that though, it's like I have an instinct to glue my mouth shut about anything salacious at all in front of women. Female friend asks what my type is? I literally cannot bring myself to even say the truth, because it has the word butt in it. I had a girl literally say to my face she jerked off to me and I still found myself too hesitant to call her hot. I wanted to call her hot. But my brain kept shutting my mouth off.
When can you start bringing impolite topics up with a woman? Th first date? When they start bringing that stuff up? How do I stop being a damn redcoat and how do I get rid of these stupid puritan behaviors my family tried hammering in me?