I (19 F) have trouble connecting to people. It feels as though either I find someone cool and interesting and in that case they don't like me, or I find myself being friends with people I don't really like that much. Like I generally do not dislike them but I can't say I like them either. Those are people I have known for a few months, but this pattern has been present in my life since I was a child. I am open to all kinds of new relationships and quite bored so I hang out with whoever is interested. I would like to build a friendship with someone who I like and they would also like me. How do I go about that?
TL;DR I want to form a friendship but I keep failing