I am relatively new to sexual activities, only lost my virginity last month and I do have normal sex with my bf but whenever I try to give him head, I gag like about to throw up type of gag, his penis is not too big so I dont think its a size issue.
I also find myself repulsed by the idea of putting it in my mouth but well he enjoys it so I dont want to deny him every time and I have tried other things like sucking on cucumbers, I think its just the fleshy texture of penis that I find repulsive.
How do I stop gagging every time and start to enjoy giving BJs?