17F a normal person with creativity ,talents ,academically successful i make alot of money for a 17yo great appearance , intelligence , awareness , good personality , funny .. but its the problem laughing too much its not because of any funny moment not a loud laugh not a laugh of joy but AN AWKWARD LAUGH It started when i was a quiet child i didn’t like interacting with people or kids my age ,too many boundaries ,strict and « boring » i would reject them if they tried to physically play .. simply not a colorful child then at some point i was active and funny by chance and all eyes was on me everyone was liking me and it was my new personality FOREVER not in a good way i can never be strict or take things seriously i would laugh at important moments i would laugh to dead serious faces i would slightly laugh every time i talk with people the worst of all i laugh at my problems i laugh when i have to stand up for my self and put boundaries i laugh when im so mad I laugh at my depression Idk if thats a try to be nice or im used to laughing at myself cuz of getting made fun of too often as a child or an action to reduce stress or a try to get accepted but i really need a solution i need to have a better personality and gain the respect i deserve