always no problem talking with everybody, people love me, joking like second nature..
and for what..? it never really helped me gain a lot of money or great girlfried
so it's just for you, just starting improving socialskills – good for you BUT don't expect miracle.. people in general are mostly boring, overly drinking or doing all the same stuff like work/business -> family/sport/d4ting -> sleep
why am I posting it? wanna do something good so hope my post will easy your anxiety and helps you a little 🙂
edit: it may sound like I'm bragging so no – it's just for you to lower value of it to real level => than it will be way easier for you