Hello, I(22M) have been dating my girlfriend (22F) for 3 years at this point and I think she is going to leave me. I have hurt her so many times and always said that I would change yet never did.
I have had some issues coming to terms with how I want to live my life, and this has led to some depression and associated issues, and while this is not an excuse at all, I think that it has greatly affected how I interact with and care for people, including not giving her the time and respect that she deserves, but I'm so tired of living the way that I have, I really want to show her that I can change for her and get out of this slump.
We had a great day today and I don't even know what set it off but she got so upset at me and won't give me another chance.
She was going to leave last night but neither of us were sober and it wasn't safe for her, I really want to talk to her again in the morning when we are both sober and of the right mind to do so, but I'm Worried that she won't want to.
I can't lose her I love her so much but I don't know what I can do or say to show her that I really will change. I just need one more chance.
I'm so desperate, I can't envision my life without her
What I can say to her to let her know that I’ll be a better man for her?