I had a good life in my late teens/early twenties, I had girlfriends, a social life, all the good things you could want at that age.
But then I made some truly awful decisions, the primary one being heroin, and long story short I spent the last 10 years either addicted or in recovery.
I'm now 32. I've had my shit together for a few years, I'm sober, I have a good job, a decent chunk of money saved up, but I don't have my own place, I don't drive, I have no social life, self-confidence and social anxiety issues, and I've forgotten what the touch of a woman feels like. And I'm extremely bored on my time off (I work in intense blocks of shift-work so I get a week off every month). And I'm always fucking depressed during this time.
What should I do with myself? I'd really appreciate ideas on how to feel fulfilled in life, because right now I'm extremely bored and pretty miserable and lonely.