I’m 23M and She 23F… we were classmates for different schools in our home town….we never dated and never talked in person but we meet in social media. And I grow feelings for her..
We never chats frequently either. But 5years ago I send her a gift and unfortunately her mom received it. That time she heard so much rough things from her mother I guess and she blocked me…later after 2years everything sorted out and then she ask to send me a greetings card which I drawn for her by myself. But ironically her mom received as well.
Then she blocked me everywhere again. But I was hoping everything will be fine and waited for her. I did pray everyday for her even though I’m an Atheist. I draw her. Imagine her. Loved her so deeply.
But now when I try to confess about it, she had no feelings and she’s about to get married. I don’t know what to do. I’m never able to love someone again. I’m completely drained, my eat and sleep cycle messed up. Constantly crying form past 5/6 days and my sister died too….
I don’t know what to do…Please help me
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