I love psychedelics and they brought me to my faith and spirituality. But I’ve realized if you’re not careful you can create bonds that become much harder to break. I was in a tumultuous 6 year relationship and we almost got married. I was convinced we were soul mates and God had us destined to be together. I thought this without a doubt in my mind even though she had cheated on me multiple times, she was emotionally abusive and took for granted how much I did for her. Not to say I was perfect at all, but if you saw everything play out you’d see I was the unconditional lover and she was whatever she was. It’s been 5 months since the breakup. We haven’t talked. I’m finally learning my lessons and realizing I was in a genuine delusion. I was wondering if any of you have had a similar experience.