Throwaway to be anonymous
I’m currently 21, I never mastursbated throughout my teen years, starting high school i took antidepressants and I haven’t felt really aroused at all during that time , plus I never was able to stick a finger in. I currently my current bf is my second partner so I’m still pretty new to it… Another factor I thought about was I was on different bc for a couple of months, I officially stopped when I kept bleeding so I’ve been off since summer I believe. I talked to my friends about it and they said it kind of feels like a rise and release? Very few times when we first starting having sex I felt that rise but that’s it, now it just feels like what’s happening and I don’t get that rise anymore. I don’t necessarily know how to explore myself, I think I’m still very anxious about it? I still be in my head a lot at times we do have sex,