Any tips on how to control these kind of thoughts? I can't even look at his hands without thinking about them around my neck. Is out of control, I dont even listen to what he says.

I want to know if there is a way to stop these thoughts or at least how to control it

I feel awful, I was able to sexualize a new necklace (that's probably a cross) that he was wearing. This is out of control

just FYI he's 43!! He is 17 years older than me


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