I’m living with my friends in a flat which includes my situationship, he has been a complete asshole to me by lying to me multiple times and being so significantly inconsiderate. But at the same time we are each other’s go to person and have been good friends too. I kept forgiving him but its getting too much, I want to cut contact but we literally live together and see each other everyday. I cannot move out because i have a lease signed, but im genuinely so unhappy and I feel trapped and suffocated in my own room. He always knows if im here or not, sleeping or not, and it becomes so difficult to even avoid him or pretend im busy.
Detaching is also so difficult, its getting better in that sense but i hate so many things about him and what hurts me the most is that he continues to be so so so inconsiderate towards me everyday. I’m sick of this but at the same time i dont want to lose this friendship😔 we genuinely have fun sometimes when i forget about everything but usually im bothered about something or distracted from work because of him. I have no choice but to deal with living with him for another 8 months or so 🙁
Worst part is that he doesnt understand the extent of my feelings regarding this situation and he’s just so casual and stoic about everything. Even my good friends treat me better than a guy who calls me his best friend