21m and I am boring and it is was is told to me from so many people. I dont do drugs and I do drink but only socially, I dont like nightclubs and I derive no excitement or pleasure from arguments. If I like someone I will look them in the eyes and tell them I will not waste time having a meaningless back forth of minor flirting over the course of six months. I like to read and prefer calm orchestral music. I do not like grey I prefer to keep things black and white, I am either in a relationship or I am not, this in between space is not for me. There is nothing wrong with any of this but it is disdained nonetheless. I don’t want to change I like this person I have become. I was once told that a woman would prefer a toxic relationship with a bad person than a healthy relationship with me because of the lack of excitement I offer. It is hard to be happy with who you are if who are doesn’t work.