Me (20M) and this girl I’ve been seeing (22F) we’ve been seeing each other for 2 weeks now, it started out as nothing and then the same night it turned into a lot. I have been single for about 3 months now out of a year long relationship, was having a really good healing process and really just improving on my whole being and I was doing very mentally okay. About 2 weeks ago I was helping a friend and his friends move in to an apartment, helped out for a couple days and probably the third night over I asked to stay because it was late and I would just go home in the morning before work to get clothes. I stay the night there, they made me a bed on the floor and I tried sleeping on it and it was just uncomfy lol, and ironically one of the girls living there texted me and said I can sleep in her room with her but not to try anything because that’s not what that was and I agreed and entered and got on my side of the bed and tried to go to sleep And about 15 minutes of that she started kissing my back and cuddling me and then one thing turned into another and yeah… so that was my first experience with a girl since the relationship whatsoever. Now after that night this continued for about 3 nights and then I realized I was starting to catch feelings for this woman, and we agreed originally to just friends with benefits and then I realized I don’t do that lol, I’m a cut and dry lover boy to the max and I can’t just do hooking up. I then proceeded to confess how I felt to her and she didn’t feel the same way, which is understandable because its only been a week at that point in time and she just moved in and a lot was going on so i respected that choice and just kind of carried on and then more days passed and my energy at work was just solely focused on her it was affecting my work and i wasn’t 100% at all, thats when i knew it was an issue, i am yearning over this woman who doesn’t want a relationship at the moment and my mind couldn’t process it at all. I have finally just come to grips with waiting because this girl is truly different than any I’ve met. We are still going good but the thing that just confuses me is she will call me baby and “love” and such but we’re not even “talking” i just feel like a part time boyfriend kind of, i don’t think its her intent but i just feel pretend boyfriend but then talks about the future and such, so it all just confuses me. The moral of it all is that do i even have a future with this woman? Is this something that i can obtain or am i being played? Shes a very very sweet woman and makes me very happy im just lost on if im making a mistake.