I have another post explaining why we broke up. I keep crying and feeling super alone since I don’t have friends and family living close to me and I can’t afford to take days off work and visit them. I only have one friend she is super busy and in a relationship. Idk how to not think about this shitty break since I am still living with my ex. We both can’t afford having our own space so decided to stay the term of this lease and then go our separate ways instead of breaking the lease. I get these thoughts that when I am not home he might bring another girl or something or how to go out alone and enjoy things we used to do together (we both like raving, dancing, exploring new restaurants, flow arts etc) Idk how to do those things without him.
I feel so stupid and pathetic to not being able to live alone. I know going back to him is not an option. How do I move on? How do I meet new people? How do I not think about him?
Tl;Dr : Recently ended 3 year old relationship and can’t cope up with the sadness.