This is my responsibility. I’m still going through my healing journey after my ex 33/M of 4 years. My ex-bf was and is a terrible person, he cheated constantly and I have so much rage from that past relationship. He was a narcissist and it destroyed my self worth for a while, I gave him chance after chance. He’s blocked on everything right now.
I took a year pause and then finally started dating. My bf is the most amazing man you would ever meet. He is the definition of a man and I love him so much. Unfortunately, I was not as far along on my healing journey as I thought. So when I had the opportunity to cheat, I decided my ex didn’t care when he had the opportunity so I won’t either. I’ve only cheated twice but he found out the second time and seeing the sweetest guy ever brought to tears because of your actions will cause you to do some serious self reflection if you’re a lady.
I realized that I love him so much, but I’m also still on my healing journey. I’m still learning to love and trust again. But I want to be with him, I want to go through this journey called life with him. How do we move past this stronger than we were before.