I dont understand, this confuses me so badly. Ive been friends with this one girl for 2 years (since the beginning of highschool) shes fine to be around in school, we talk and laugh sometimes and we sit together.
Im a very anxious person, I hate loud places, I hate people, I hate big parties and most of all I hate my classmates. They're the worst. This friend that I sit with i never hang out outside the school and thats PERFECT for me. I love that. I dont wanna hang out with her outside school.
But whenever she texts me randomly I get so anxious in a bad way. I feel sick and I dont want to talk to her. I hate that. I hate texting and talking with her outside school. But I cant ignore thats rude. I get this sick feeling and I feel stiff when I see that she texts me, I hate it.
I have no idea how to deal with this and wh y am I like this.