We've been together for three years. We had a pretty affectionate and fulfilling sex life. For the last few weeks we didn't really have time for sex sp we didn't have any for about 3 weeks. It might not seem much but we usully do it a couple times every week. We decided to kind of "scheduele it" for the weekend. When we started it was fine, then we tried to put on a condom and he lost his erection. This happens sometimes so I didn't think much of it. But then he couldn't get it back so he said he wanted to focus on me this time. So he did. It was fine but then I just felt really depressed and bad, I don't know how to explain it. Then I started straight up sobbing for like ten minutes. Then we had time so we tried again yesterday and it just felt really weird. I felt repulsed and even though he didn't say it I know he felt that way too. We were trying but it just felt really really wrong. We both noticed it so I told him that we don't have to do it and he told me that he felt kind of bad so he wanted to stop. We kind of talked about it but we just said it was probably because of setting expectations, schedueling it and going a long time without doing it. But I just can't help the gut feeling that something is wrong. I am scared that this will stay like this from now on. I don't know if we should try to fix it or not. We love each other and everything else is as usual within our relationship, even better than usual I'd say. I don't know what to do.