Well guys- it happened. Last weekend, I met someone. We had a pretty electric spark, and it just so happens he fits the bill in a lot of my deal breakers. It almost felt kismet. We left the party together to get a drink and I could tell we were both thinking the same thing. He tried to kiss me but I told him I don’t kiss anyone on the first meeting. 😏 fast forward, we’ve been texting a bit and I’ve been getting this sinking feeling of deep insecurity. Without giving too many details, he is pretty famous in the LA area in our field of work. Young, handsome, successful, and wealthy.
I’m starting to wonder if I want to see this through. Apart of me wants to kind of pull away so he can remember me this way, VS seeing it through when I know I’m not ready and spoiling it. I kind of want to revisit at a later time when I feel more confident in myself.
I’m a student currently pursuing the same field he is now in. This power dynamic makes me uneasy. Plus, pretty much every girl is after this man. I worry about the head ache and the potential heart ache.
What should I do?