Basically just what the title says. I'm a 30 year old guy who's been on a bunch of first dates since the beginning of 2024 and have been turned down by my dates in a sort of "let down easily" way literally every time. The common denominator is obviously me and I am working on myself in lots of ways including therapy, but I am just so touch-starved by now, it's starting to feel like baggage I am carrying when meeting new people.
Would it be weird to look for a sexworker for this reason? Or maybe just a regular massage or something?