I know the title is weird, im not even sure how to really caption this or if it fully fits, im just stuck and honestly extremely confused by myself.
Im a 21f, I have been attending and supporting local bands and shows in the area that I live, I go at least once a week, specifically to the hardcore scene. I started going with my younger sister about 2 years ago. Then I met my boyfriend who plays in 4 of those bands. He has many friends, and has a good social life, because of that I also get to meet his friends and am given the opportunity and have met a lot of kind people.
Im constantly in the same venues with the same 100 people, a lot of people do know me because of my boyfriend and I hear that a lot of people like me and think I'm cool, but no one every talks to me too much? I'm usually by myself if I dont bring my younger sister, who also has friends in the scene, or my boyfriend is busy with his friends or playing which he usually is. I try to talk to people, I ask questions and compliment them, specifically women, the conversation usually fizzles out and my brain goes blank, and then those people dont usually talk to me again much except in passing. Im not sure what to do or what I need to fix in this, or what social skill Im missing honestly.