I took my ex gf and her friend out bar hopping and fuck me was that a stupid mistake. We broke up some 3 weeks ago and have been communicating regularly despite that, exchanging “I miss you”’s and all the other dumb affectionate shit. She has a friend over from out of state and asked if I’d be the dd for bar hopping this Friday night. Stupidly, thinking this would be a fun opportunity for us to go out and rekindle the flame, I agreed.
Well yeah she flirted with like 5 different dudes while we were out. Rationalized it by saying she was trying to get free drinks but I even asked her later and she said a lot of it was for the thrill of it. I just wish I could’ve been that guy, I totally would’ve bought her the shots.
When we got back to her place she said it didn’t mean anything and she was trying to make out with me but I couldn’t really get into it. It seems like she still wants me but I don’t know if I can trust that after what just happened.
Well anyway I feel like a fucking idiot. I put my whole ahh heart into this relationship even after she wanted to end it. Then I got cucced for it lol. Well fuck me. She really is a beautiful and amazing person. I guess it just wasn’t meant to be at this time. Idk. I feel like I deserve better. Any advice is appreciated
Tldr don’t take your ex on a date lol. Could you still trust someone you love after a situation like this? Thanks