I (16F) hate my inability to connect to people for extended periods of time. nobody else seems to have a problem with this. they meet someone they click with and it stays like that for years
me and my college friend used to be inseparable, we understood each other like nobody else, we clung on to each other through it all. But lately we've not been seeing eye to eye. Now it just feels like they’re completely alien and unreachable.
feels like theres an unbreakable wall between me and other people, I'll never be able to think as they do, understand as they do, perceive as they do.
sometimes it feels like I've broken that wall between me and someone else, we're able to share mutual thoughts and have an almost psychic link. but that stupid wall always comes back up eventually
everyone's on a completely different wavelength to me, it's like being on an alien planet, I just can't understand anything. I feel like only half a person.
I wish so badly to just feel kinship with another person