I can't keep up conversations, I am too afraid to leave my room, go to the kitchen and cook some food for myself so I just starve most of the days. I wake up early in the mornings to go cook a large breakfast and that's about it, for the rest of the day I live off biscuits, chocolates and water from my bathroom tap. Online socializing is one thing, but feeling excluded from online communities kinda suck, and keeping myself going is just draining my mind. I have just given up man, idk what to do.