I'm 20 years old rn, and realising that I was always been dependent on my brother and my family, never took anything serious, not my looks,not my social life, not even my academics, I never learned any kind of skills, just been into delusion that I born to do something big, but never done anything big, my brother left home recently and now he's saying that you were supposed to do everything by yourself, but like bro I'm already 20 you should've told me this earlier, now parents are all prepared to get me married but I can't,I don't know how to leave with people normally , I've high expectations, but I've done nothing in my life, wanted to become doctor but at that movement as my dad said just take addmission into near by college being dependent I believed him and never done anything except what my family said , now I'm just dumb kid knows nothing, struggling with everything, and not even able to take smallest decision of my life .. I feel very depressed, and than unknowingly I shared all my problems with my two friends who are dependent too, now they think I'm dumb, which is right maybe and started behaving odd with me, what should I do now , what should I do in my life, what is my goal , what is my purpose and how to work hard