I'm inexperienced in bed and I'm a plus size girlie like 190 pounds..I'm seeing someone who's fit and skinny. We've been hanging out for 3 months but still haven't had sex. I'm ashamed of my body due to a genetic problem so my thighs are disproportionate and full of dimples. I have lipedema aswell.
I can't win this fear and I hate my naked body, the more I look at it and the more I reject the idea of intimacy. I'm afraid he's gonna leave once the clothes come off and the truth is revealed.