I've made a couple other posts about my father dying when I was young. Feel free to read them if you want. I don't miss him, but since he died without really raising me I don't know how to interact or talk with other people's fathers or parents. There have been a couple times where I've been confronted with someone else's family, like once where a co-worker's father came to see him, and asked for him through me, I had no idea how to interact with this person. That's a narrow example, but it's a pretty broad problem. Particularly if the father in question is energetic or happy, I don't know what kind of energy to give back or how to act towards them.
I know I shouldn't feel this way at nearly 30 but here I am. Looking for Amy advice. Sorry for not explaining this very well.