I genuinely want an honest answer. When I walk past people, they often look at me deeply and for a long time. Once, in a store, an old lady kept staring at me like she’d seen a ghost. I stared back, and she looked away for a moment but then I noticed she started looking again.

I wouldn’t call myself attractive, but I don’t think I’m ugly either. Maybe a little, but even if I were, I don’t think people would keep staring like that. Could it be because my skin is really pale and I have slight dark circles under my eyes? I live in a country where most people are pale, though. Still, many people have told me I look extremely pale and should get more sun, even though it’s just genetics. Even my psychiatrist once described me as pale and tired-looking.

My friend says I have unique features, like slightly wider spacing between my eyes and something else, but I don’t think it’s attractive. I’d like to post a picture for opinions, but I don’t feel comfortable sharing my face online for everyone to see.


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