So i have this friend group in my school and i'm just gonna refer to them by their first initials so, A,F and N. N is really nice to be around but only when F and A aren't there, when they are their she just switches up completely and starts acting really mean. For example, i have trouble pronouncing the letter R and she always makes fun of me for it. Even if i pronounced the word correctly she'll repeat what i said but botch the pronounciation.
She's also just kinda violent to me in particular, one time she dragged me by my arm for no reason which resulted in me falling and they all just started laughing, none of them asked if i was okay. I'd say i have thick skin when it comes to playful insults but alot of what she does and says to me in particular just stops being funny and starts feeling like bullying.
F is mostly fine aside from the fact that she ignores my boundaries. She'll touch me in a way i don't like and then i tell her but she keeps going, even when i'm visibly upset. A good example is that she kept touching my chin which feels insanely uncomfortable so when she tries to do it i flinch and then she start saying shit like " Oh, does your mom beat you?" Mockingly
They all have this weird double-standard when it comes to boundaries, if I do something that makes them uncomfortable they'll tell me and i correct my behaviour but if they do something that makes me uncomfortable and i tell them i'm dramatic.
A was the one who introduced me to F and N, me and her used to be kinda good friends but now it feels like she just has to say something negative about everything I do. Today in class we were supposed to design a plush and i drew one of my cat oc's and the interaction went something like this:
A: That looks so ugly Me: Okay, and? Let me enjoy things. A: Oh, 'let me' is back now. ( I had a habit of saying 'Let me' anytime they tried to criticize what i did) Me: No, i mean it. I'm having fun, why do you always have to say something negative about everything i do? A: *Just repeats what i said in a mocking voice. Me: Leave me alone. A: * repeats what i said in a mocking voice. Me: I mean it. A: *Does it again. (she has a habit of doing it) Me: If you don't leave i'll tell the teacher. A: Bitch. *Walks away
Their favorite things to make fun are my interests, particullarly the fact that i like reading. I don't know if it's normal for friends to be like this or not. Everytime i say this to them they all collectively agree that i'm in the wrong, i'm genuinly starting to think that they might be right.