I know it’s very important to work on yourself from an early age but life feels so damn tough and confusion as I lost both parents at young age. And the sudden life responsibilities and priorities have increased. I feel somewhat ashamed and failure that I’m not even standing on my own two feet because I don’t feel independent capable worthy enough. Like I’m now in mid 20s soon I’ll be in 30s, but I don’t even have a job. Not even an idea of what career to choose or what skills to learn. It’s feels overwhelming just thinking of working in retail or fast food entire life. I also have young siblings to look after and I have to think of them on how am I gonna provide a better safe bright future. There is no moral support from family. It’s like I’m realizing I need to work on myself so so much. Nothing in life of any corner feels good. I’m not financially stable. I’m not driving. I don’t have skills and education. I don’t have any talent. No networking. Not physically fit. Mentally emotionally spiritually not there. Like seriously how am I suppose to work on my life. I already feel it’s too late