So I [26m]will condense this story down due to its entirely but here we go I went through a divorce in May 23 and in Oct 23 I match with [25f] we will call K when we watch we exchanged each others snaps and that was that she said she wanted something serious at the time. We stayed snapping for over a year before we actually got to hangout in 24 after which I have found multiple messages during that time of other guys she went to see that were clearly just hookups driving 3+ hours to see for one.
I found 4 guys in total between all this time ending in January where she said she deleted apps and focused on herself. When I had tried to bring it up how I feel like a safe option she shuts me down and claims she was assaulted and I’m not here to down play that but anytime I ask for clarification she says she was scared to hangout with anyone even though I know she was frequently hanging out with these men after the assault.
I just don’t know what to believe and I feel like this has really taken a toll on me and how I feel because I feel like anytime we talk about really anything I am constantly apologizing for saying something wrong or reading something wrong and she gets very mad and we end most calls with arguments that never really heal TL;DR any advice on this topic