I’m in my early teens and have barely any friends. I have a lot to say but I’ll start from the beginning, me and my best mate fell out quite dramatically last November. Most friends who both of us knew and got along with fell out with only me. Shortly after, I fell out with the other two mates I had over something stupid. About 6 months ago I made friends with a new girl who was suicidal. It didn’t affect me, and I don’t like assuming, but I think she was using me for attention. I haven’t told her how I’ve felt about it yet since we haven’t spoken since June. Now I have one friend who I don’t even have that strong of a relationship with. I’m home educated btw, which is probably a big part of it. I understand that I can go to clubs and meet with different people, but it takes me a while to warm to others and figure out how to bond with them since I don’t have the best communication skills. If you have any questions I would happily answer because the whole situation is rather large and overwhelming. Any tips or advice would be very appreciated. Thanks everyone.