I'm 19 – don't know what to do when it comes to being social. I try to make friends in college, but it's hard. I do have one friend tho, but sometimes I feel like I'll loose him. I sometimes think its cuz of my looks. I am ugly I think, I don't know honestly. I do go to the gym.
I want to get into a good skincare routine but I don't have much money left. Im mostly focusing on my studies, and trying to get my business successful because I love working on it and it's my passion.
But yea, my social life is fked up. I feel lonely, and mentally weak. I try, try, try but nothing ever comes up in my brain to talk about. It's only like a few words. I do greet them. Then it's just – pure silence.. I did ask my friend some tips on how to make friends, but all he says "idk I'm just like that".
I am the problem here, not others. Can't blame them if I'm just fkin boring. Life is unfair. It is what it is