I found out about his uncertainty about his sexuality a few months ago but I still love him. I feel like over the few months I have slowly emotionally checked out but now we have officially ended things (he cheated on me with an escort cd) I don’t plan on being with him romantically again. I don’t really feel sad ? I feel like I love him like a brother, or at least I’d like to eventually? I’m not sure this has only just happened a few hours ago . We’ve recently lost a friend and he doesn’t have any family around so I guess I’m just worried about him being alone ? Or me being alone ? Please be kind I feel like an idiot so much already 🙁