I know, I know… I’m f20 a college student that’s a sophomore as I’m no longer feeling sexually attracted to my bf (m20). We’ve been together for 5 years and we met online but meet in person every 5 times a year that lasts at least a month.
The thing is… we haven’t had sex like not at all. We’ve done oral, mainly him receiving it, and other physical things, such as dirty talk, humping and other stuff, but getting into the actually sex stuff is a different story. He’s been telling me the same excuse “he’s too scared” and it’s been that for the next 5 years. I’m wondering what to do as it’s been 5 years since we’ve been together and now I’m feeling like I’m no longer interested in being intimate with him.
There’s no… risk of being caught, I have my own apartment, the amount of times I’ve bought condoms is a lot and that I can’t count on my fingers and other things on top of it. There’s really no issues and I’m struggling to understand what to do as I don’t want to hurt his feelings about me telling him this. What do I do?