I (19F) am not a virgin, I have been In a relationship before that I was used mostly for my body and I have been out for about a year and a half not doing anything with anyone. I recently started dating this guy (22M) and we have been taking this up a notch, I have had a lot of pain trying to do the "thing" with him for some reason, I had a yeast infection after our first time which I've never had in my life before, (my body count is 1 his is 2) I've been treating it for about a week it went fully away, and it's been to the point we tried again, I was in so much pain that I just started crying and couldn't continue. I don't know what to do or what could be wrong with me, I am scared to go see a gynecologist in fear it'll hurt to the point I'll start crying in there as well.
Has anyone ever experienced this before? I know normally the first time experience people have pain but this is nowhere near my first and I'm so confused and I feel like very disappointed not being able to satisfy him
He has been very very loving through it and keeps reassurancing me on everything and keeps promising well just so it small steps at a time until it gets better but I just feel like I'm letting him down in a way.