Mkay so most of my life i have identified as bisexual. Then a year ago I had this phase where I thought I might have been a lesbian (never had sex with another woman btw, just had a rated M for mature make out sesh and a bunch of unrequited crushes in the past)
Anyway I came to the conclusion that I'm not entirely gay. I have a boyfriend that I love very much and who I see a future with. The only problem is I can't orgasm when we have sex and I have trouble being present. I did experience SA more than once so that could be why I sort of tense up and can't really enjoy myself. I just feel broken because whenever we get intimate he says it's very one sided.
I genuinely feel like there's something wrong with me.