I'm just coming back into the game after losing my partner and falling into a deep loneliness. I'm not ready for a relationship but I am ready for companionship and intimacy.
My wife was hot. Skinny, perky breasts, tight abs, what many would consider the dream partner. I out punted my coverage with her as I'm 230 and not in ideal shape.
Now, all I can think about is fat chicks. Fat asses, floppy tits, big bellies all turn me on like crazy! I've been masturbating to them for a long time and I want to find someone to fulfill this fantasy.
My problem is that it feels icky to want to fuck someone just because they are fat. I don't want to hurt anyone because I have zero interest beyond sex. How do I go about finding someone without being a creep or hurting anyone?