Hey! Despite often daydreaming about intimacy often, I haven't fucked or even kissed anyone LMAOO so I might not like being controlled IRL. Maybe it's just a fantasy thing?
I(18f) often daydream about a guy grinding on me or fucking me in a way where he's kind of "the leader"? Like, he kisses me all over my body just to get me really turned on- to a point where it's almost torturous.
He pins me down whenever we make out. He teases and pokes fun at me for wanting his attention, or for getting wet from slight touches. He praises and compliments me if I'm doing a good job (though that's probably my inner Gifted Kid™ craving that lol)
Is there a name for this? Is it a kink?