I’ve been married for 10 years. The last couple years has been just..hard. It’s been anger, frustration, a whole bunch of things and I feel now that my body is rejecting my husband. Or am I now just seeing a horrible person? Have I been blind all this time? He’s always been mentally and physically abusive, but my body is just flat out rejecting him. Like almost physically ill feeling. I feel very out of body when I am near him. And his evil comments, laugh just makes me physically sick.
Whats happening???