I am 24F and he is 24M. i just ended a 5yr relationship with my 24 yr boyfriend and I don’t know how to heal. This was my first relationship and we met when we were 19. Everything was good in the beginning we broke up at one point but got back together. I broke up with him because he was an unemotionally available guy and i was a girl who loved to get updates and loved to talk and communicate. we would fight and it’s always me trying to communicate and fix everything. he would just ignore me or leave me on delivered. i thought he would change if i kept explaining myself over and over again but nothing and im got so tired. we had an argument and he ended the call of me. so i ended it w me. how do i heal. i’m all alone. i have no friends. what can i do to heal and focus on myself. i just want to be happy again. i lost myself in that relationship but idk why it feels so hard to move on when i wasn’t happy in it. Am i valid for leaving?