I (23F) met a guy (21M) on an app almost a month ago now. Ever since we matched, we’ve been talking daily, we had a 3 hour long phone call, and we have had 2 dates so far.
First date lasted 10 hours, we ended it at his place and pretty much just cuddled the last 2 hours. Second date we went to his place the whole time, hung out, I showed him one of my hobbies, we smoked, had dinner, etc.
When it got super late, we were cuddling and he kept asking me if I was feeling like I was gonna fall asleep. I sort of was, but I didn’t want to leave, and by the time I would have needed to be awake and leave, I could have done it.
At one point while we were cuddling, I was laying on his lap and looked up and I told him I thought he was attractive and he told me the same. He was smiling and I saw he was looking at my eyes and my lips, but I got nervous so I like closed my eyes and looked away. I feel like every time he’s looked at me like this I look away because I’m nervous.
I ended up sleeping over on the second date because he said I seemed tired and he offered. I slept in his bed and we cuddled all night and all morning.
I’ve never been kissed, but I’ve done other things (long story 🙄). So I’m really inexperienced and I really do just want him to initiate because of this.
He’s super respectful and I even initiated the first touch, so I’m wondering if maybe I’m giving him “cues” that make it seem like I don’t want him to kiss me when it’s the complete opposite. I’m guessing next time I see him I’m just gonna have to keep staring at him, but idk. I hope it’s not because he’s not interested?